hey baby hey baby hey

i. creating cary. now officially. have a boyfriend. his name is RTM which stands for return to me. i'd tell you is real name but you might stalk me. eep. okay so i met him a week ago today. on January 26, 2009. We officially started dating yesterday, February 1, 2009

now im going to continue writing this.

RTM is basically kinda amazing in every way.

just one problem. i like saying "i love you" , like i'm kind of an ily whore, so i have to keep biting my tongue not to.. lol

but the thing is, now i kinda...err nevermind

W.W.M.L.

love you

go with God. down with deployment. =/

oh yeah, RTM is getting deployed on March 1st :((((( sad day people.
but i get to see my baby tmrw!!

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Day 3

this will be posted later due to the fact that i am running late for school...UGHHH..3 more months 3 more months 3 more months...

1.27.09

okay so ND (ND= New Dude) asked me out to dinner and a movie. i told him he had to ask my dad. he agreed to then decided not to b/c my dad would be like " how long have you known my daughter?" "um a little less than 24 hrs.." LOL but we could still accidently bump into each other right? :P

i'm just dont want to get to attached and then go commitment crazy right when he realizes its not worth it..

go with God. down with the cardinals.

Yours truly,
Creating Cary

1.26.09

(completely filling a page with doodles and rambles & then realizing you still have the whole back page, is almost as satisfying as coming to the end of a book and finding out theres a 2nd book in the series!)

i dont know if i want to call PSF and ask if she wants to hang out i mean her name says it all:
POSSIBLY SUPER FAKE.

however, it would be really fun to hang out with RF. Her name also says it all:
REALLY FUN.

But i only have NW's # ...i should just call BFF so i can get RF's cell #.

side not. i'm supposed to be taking notes in statistics right now...i'm not though..i'm writing this. lol. i'm going to fail my test tmrw.

go with God. down with the cardinals.

Yours truly,
Creating Cary

* this was written yesterday during college statistics.

sidenote *diff topic*

okay sooo last night at work i met this pretty chill guy. i fell asleep texting him last night lol. (if you ever read this, sorry i didnt mean too!!! haha) its really easy to talk to him. we have different opinions on several things but we like didnt argue...the last thing he had asked before i fell asleep was how he could take me on a date. in context the way that statement was phrased makes sense! lol anyways so i told him about having to ask my dad or whatever...then i fell asleep. oops.

umm. bek. if you want details text me as soon as you get this.

go with God. down with the Cardinals.

yours truly,
creating cary

Day 2

today's devo was about a newly married husband and wife who had just gotten arrested. the husband wouldnt tell where his church hid their copy of the scriptures. they burned his eyes out even! eventually both of them were killed since they wouldnt tell.

am i willing to die for my faith?

Day 1

i just started the devotional book called extreme devotion:book of the martyrs.

i've always admired the people who have had such an awesome faith in God that they were willing to go through just absolutely horrid things and still praise Him. However, i never thought that their stories applied to me. Lately i've been hearing about the end times a lot. I dont think thats coincidence. i think that we should really be preparing our faith for what lies ahead. whether you're someone who believes in pre or post trib, it doesnt matter...The Lord is coming, and things are inevitably going to get worse for Christians.

Can your faith withstand the pressures?

Can mine? I dont want to just hope so. I want to get to the place in my faith that no matter what horrible thing someone might do to me, i'll know that my faith in my Lord and Savior Christ Jesus is unshakeable.

Go with God. Down with the cardinals.

Yours Truly,
Creating Cary

PS. i'm going to try to use this partially as my devo journal...maybe you can glean something from my not so intuitive thinking??